A wrestler's requiem - memories of Chris Benoit

I remember vividly the episode of "Raw is War" (back then still under the 'WWF' umbrella), the night after Owen Hart died. Being a TV guy, I appreciated the music and montages the company quickly assembled in his honor, and the emotional testimonials from his colleagues and friends. Since there was a live event to do the night after a pay-per-view, most of the athletes were visibly aching at the loss of their friend, and it was more than just a little noticeable in their matches. They all dedicated their work to their fallen friend, gone too soon.

That's the thing about professional wrestling as a sport/TV show - they have no reruns, no off season. Those guys bust it 12 months a year.

Last night while channel surfing, I came across Raw on USA Network, which had a similar requiem for the late Chris Benoit. Again, I found it to be a fitting and distinguished tribute to a man. Granted, the performers are in essence, actors, but trust me - there are some emotions you can't fake. I welled up just watching.

And then I came into work this morning and see this. My God.

The now-WWE is disputing some of the conclusions, but this is horrific. I'm not sure what to feel.